Normally, I'm not really the kind of person to seek out the company of others. It's something that I actively go out of my way to avoid- people make me nervous. They set me on edge. There's always this sensation of being right on the edge of doing the wrong thing- and the slick palms, aching stomach, twisted-up-into-knots terror of having to deal with the fall out. It's not so much that people in of themselves scare me, it's that I don't like the not-knowing, the inherent chaotic roulette of all of the potential variables being crunched through like some bad gacha game. I don't like the element of random chance being involved.

I guess he's different.